Who Am I..

My name is Amanda Belle A.M. Born on the February 3rd, 1987 in the Queen Elizabeth Hospital, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. I am from a native race, Kadazan yet I am also born Roman Catholic. I'm reluctant, but I have to admit that I have Chinese blood in me.  My christian name is Victoria. I have 4 brothers whom I love, and most of all I have a very loving parents. 

I like looking at people. I like to see how they talk to each other. I like to listen and I like to see things in action. I like to look at extreme movements. I like to see through people. I like to find out things I wanna know. I like to lay low, and walk away when I find things doesn't benefit me. I like shortcuts too!! I can stare and gaze at images and come up with words to describe. I like to talk freely, and feeling comfortable at the same time. I like to have my freedom all to myself and do whatever pleases me. I despise people who stops me from from doing the things I like to do. I don't like life that has a limit when otherwise, my thoughts are against it. I don't like lies without benefit. I don't like judgement implemented on me without applying positive wise. I don't like negatives without reasons. I don't like being condemned. I visualize my own answers by accepting opinions that is considerable. When I say out my thoughts, it is what I meant but my actions are otherwise. I say what I felt about, I act what I thought about. 

To be honest, I'm not satisfied with what I have and I'm not satisfied with my life even. That's why I am here, speaking out differently with images or thoughts. Behind everything I wrote, lay my feelings, and my thoughts. I find everything is falling down and far from saving myself. I'm trying to pick myself up, but it seems like there's no light that shows me the way.